Hineinu

Dear Friends,

I am wishing you each blessings of shalom amidst these shifting times. I am struck by the level of uncertainty that pervades this moment. None of us knows how this situation will unfold, which of course, can feel quite unsettling. This sense of uncertainty is something we deeply share right now.
 
I have been drawn once again by the moment when the Divine calls out to Moshe from the Burning Bush. I spoke about it this past Yom Kippur, and it felt appropriate to share some of that again here:
 
Hineini (Here I am), Moses answers. And God tells him to return to Pharaoh and demand that he let the people go… Understandably, Moses asks for God’s name…

God’s answer: “Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh — I Will Be What I Will Be.”

The closest I can get [to my name] is, Becoming. That is my name. My essence — which is to say, the nature of Reality — is in flux. I cannot tell you exactly what you are getting into here. I cannot give you a picture of precisely what will happen.

To say Hineini often means stepping out into the unknown…

But then God adds: Eyheh imakh — I will be with you. And, I will send your brother Aaron to meet you. To say Hineini is to place ourselves in relationship. When we truly say it, we remind ourselves that we are not alone.
 
This past Shabbat, I was so moved by the sense of connection we co-created. I have heard from several of you who felt similarly. It felt like a powerful reminder of how life-giving it is when we genuinely reach across whatever divides exist and find one another. While we do not know what will happen, we know that collectively we can continue to do this, and that it will continue to sustain us and bring meaning and healing into our lives. This we know.
 
In response to those feelings of uncertainty, I have been turning (as best I can!) to kindness. I have been moving toward whatever small way I can let someone know I am with them and thinking about how I can alleviate someone’s burden. I have been touched by the various ways in which I have witnessed others (including many of you) do the same. In this great unknowing, we can help each other remember that while we do not know where this road will lead, we know that we can travel it together.
 
Many of you have asked about the kindness we can extend toward those in our community who are in need right now. Thank you. Please contact me at benjamin.barnett@havurahshalom.org if you are able to help.
 
Lastly, one of the greatest acts of kindness and care we can exhibit right now is helping to slow the spread of this virus. I imagine that many of you have seen this article by now. The author, a physician and public health leader, is a good friend of my brother’s and someone whose perspective I greatly respect. I know that his recommendations may feel austere to some of you, but I urge us all to take them seriously and follow them as best we can. One of the most powerful and effective means we have to ease the discomfort of uncertainty is to be able to act. And right now we can. What we do over these days and weeks can actually save lives. So please, for the benefit of all who are vulnerable, for everyone we know and everyone we do not know, let us each play our part by being physically distant and finding other ways to be in relationship.
 
To those of you for whom these steps present particular difficulty, please be in touch with me or another staff member and let’s see how our Havurah network can provide you support.
 

L'shalom,
Rabbi Benjamin

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